updates!

2011-06-07T06:35:00.000-07:00

ah.... hello everyone, its been a very long time o.o

how have you all been? i apologize for neglecting to contact any of you

I've been spending almost all my time with my girlfriend and my exams, haven't really gone out much with anyone else for some time now.

I've gained a little weight(more like lost some muscle mass) because i haven't been training as much. will start from now on though o.o

hahaha ok im happy right now, everything is going great, its been almost 2 months already :) i just don't wanna sound too happy cause i felt it was a little in your face :/

shall i upload a picture? haha

tadah~~~

hahahaha ask me directly if you wanna know more about her

well, thats about it. going off to Turkey on saturday (11 june)

i'll buy back much turkish delight back ok? ^^ haha take care everyone

2011-04-11T04:24:00.000-07:00

hahaha i saw 2 funny articles, thought i would share them with you guys haha

Top 10 Lines You Want to Hear From a Guy:

1. When I’m with you I’m at ease
2. I have the most fun when I’m with you
3. I want to be with you forever!
4. I wanted to meet you so I hurried over
5. I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you
6. I’m glad I met you
7. I love you more every time I meet you
8. I’m most happy now
9. Am I good enough for you?
10. I’m always thinking of you

Top 10 Things You’d Rather Not Tell Your Boyfriend:
1. I’m actually quite hairy
2. My room’s a garbage dump
3. Without makeup I’m a different person
4. I can’t actually cook
5. I have quite a bit of debt…
6. There’s actually quite a bit of padding in my bra
7. All my accessories are gifts from my last boyfriend
8. I’m really not very good at saving money
9. I’m a closeted otaku
10. I sleep in some messed up positions

hahaha oh well

2011-04-03T03:56:00.000-07:00

awww i wanna take a picture like this :( looks damn nice lor...

2011-04-02T18:15:00.000-07:00

Isabel taught me that sometimes it just doesn't work out and it is possible to still be friends.

Dana taught me that some people will never like you.

Qian huai taught me not to rush into things, that sometimes you just can't touch and the girl's best friend may destroy everything.

Hin wen taught me that rushing is ok, that sometimes you can touch, never talk about the girls's exs and you can't expect the relationship to last if you guys aren't doing anything together at all. Oh yea, even if the girl is speaking dirty or trying to tease you, they don't really mean they wanna do it, they just wanna tease :/

Venetia.... Well I didn't learn anything from her :P jk , she taught me that if it is too silly then I should walk away. And walking away first feels a lot less painful than to be on the other end.

Eva taught me that you will just not like some people even if you are THAT desperate.

Ying ying taught me that one shouldn't be too sticky. Trust is important and if the other person really wants to hide their feelings from you then they can and will.

Soo Cheng taught me to be thoughtful, caring and simple :) and if you don't make the move first, someone else will.
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Woah I wonder if I'm posting stuff that's too personal here o.o well either way, yea, you(reader) have the privilege of knowing more about me. The lessons mentioned aren't the only lessons I learnt from them, just the ones I felt were more important.

Was considering not putting the names but I felt it wouldn't do them justice.

So there you have it, the women of my life, of course mummy is still the best. ^^

2011-04-01T23:33:00.000-07:00

its not so much that of me not being able to get over it. its just that no one new has popped into my life yet and you just fill my head up for the time being.

at least thats what i think is going on for now.

i hope he really makes you happy :)
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stupid experiences when i was young shaped me to be the way i am today, theres no helping it. im going off for a run now, i hope it helps me clear my head of you for awhile.

never been to woodlands stadium for some time, i think i'll go back there O.o

wanna know whats going in my head right now? hehe, well, heres how i am keeping myself from being sad.(very evil thought)... no i don't think i should say it haha its too evil a thought that will make you look down on me
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when you think about it, even though i know so many people, i spend SOO much time alone.... people think i should be sad because of that so i am... but i realize that i am quite happy being alone. no expectations, no promises, no commitment. of course then nothing would happen to me but... no, i don't think i should stay alone. i made a promise to myself to change.

i am very afraid, but i am gonna try. i am going to put in effort. i am gonna throw away my inhibitions. slowly. you guys don't know whats going through my mind most of the time but many ideas keep popping up. i should stop thinking so much and do more.

waiting for people to contact me? no more, im just gonna shoot and if you don't like it then just tell me. yea. im not gonna wait anymore for you to.

FRIENDS! please teach me to be better!

2011-03-27T11:51:00.000-07:00

Blog ah blog, feel so sorry for you, I only come to blog when I'm thinking too much.

Now I will attempt to teach you what I recently learnt. I was just looking on twitter and I found a tweet that had a lot of meaning in it.

It goes like " if a man knows how to treat a girl like a princess, it is proof that he was raised by a queen" or smth along that line. Now this is pretty easy to understand and all but it really struck a chord with me somewhere really deep inside of me.

Let say I don't naturally treat girls like princesses, it means that I wasn't raised by a queen, but I for one know my mom is pretty awesome so that leads to another thing: I didn't spend enough time with my mom. The lack of understanding my mom and treating her well has in turn actually affected the ways I treat girls or girlfriends. Walao eh! Now I can call this regret.

The way I grew up and the way I was spoiled growing up also affected me, I never learnt to give gifts, never learnt how to talk to people when they were sad, never learnt to care and a few other things. Because I was so sheltered I became this selfish spoilt brat who couldn't give a damn about others if they took too long to get over their problems.

Now I am not totally bad, the reason why you see me as a good person was also because of my childhood, in primary school I was constantly bullied, I gained my sense of justice because of that, I would always support the underdog, the one who was always left out in the group.

There are many other factors to why I am the way I am but I'll save that for another time.

My entire upbringing is definitely nothing like any of your's(reader's) , it consisted of me not having that image of a complete family, Seeing my mother cry, seeing my father get chased out cause he was an asshole at that time, having both hate each other, seeing them both go into relationships with other people..... Etc etc.... I don't know, I think that screws you up a little bit in the head.

This post isn't abou me being sad, just thought I should let you guys know me better
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I was supposed to rant longer but I didn't manage to finish in time , oh well. Hahaha thanks for reading~~~

2011-03-23T09:30:00.000-07:00

It's all in the mind la, when I'm happy, I don't have a care in the world... And that means I'm not caring about the people I need to care about.

When I'm not happy, I care too much, I should be caring all the time and caring enough but not overbearing!

People get tired sometimes and thats ok, everyone does, just have to show that you're making an effort to be Better.

Personality changes don't not happen overnight, or even after a few months but when they do, the person must have gone through something really fantastic or traumatic. I am psyching myself to become better everyday, think you guys may see a more enthu Bryce the next time we meet!

| I don't want to burden you with my thoughts for now, I think you have much going on for you, and if I can't help then I shouldn't talk at all.(of course if you want MY company you know, you could give me a hint or smth o.o) more than happy to help ^^ |

I must grow up! A man is useless if he is always relying on other people!! I must become someone you!(reader) can rely on when you need help! I have no other motivation in this world but to be useful, if I'm not useful then I am nothing!! (acting very man right now)

I hope none of you find me annoying, if you got any suggestions on how to make me a better person than please do tell. I don't like things being kept in :( it's ok if it hurts me, learning to be better is more important.

Thank you guys once again for reading, really appreciate it :)

2011-03-22T02:47:00.000-07:00

i want to help.... i really want to help....

but how?

2011-03-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

well the job is going just horrible, i don't want to let anyone down.

we're gonna do our last day at that area and probably just move on to orchard from there. We're gonna clear as many as we can.

after that.... i dunno la, just hope everyone will get pay that they can be satisfied with.
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:/ I... told my cousin about my religious views today, there is a reason why i don't tell anyone that. she seemed hurt.... i guess it can't be helped.

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i think i shall start buying a lot of notebooks from now on, and record EVERY single piece of information i get from people, be it telling them stuff or listening to them.

OMG how i hate it when i forget what people tell me. for example, i totally forgot what you're supposed to do today, or next week. what jokes and stories i told my friend, what things did i learn about this new friend i met? omg so many things i keep forgetting. too many...

yea deep down inside i know the notebook thing won't work out, the only way for me to remember everything is to actually make myself remember.... hahahha omg i don't even have confidence for that.

yea... i think i should be more confident in myself.... and trust fate a little more.

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wondering if i should contact you, i mean... (this is what is going on in my mind ar) you may just really be annoyed with me and don't really wanna hear from me for at least a while.... or maybe you don't mind talking to me like we used to.... i dunno la, one more thing is should improve in is to be less afraid of rejection.

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and yy is going off tomorrow! not that it really matters but i think i should send a goodbye take care message to her. should i? SHOULD I?!?!?! hmm.....
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wow i haven't blogged that much in a long while... *shrugs*

what to do now~~ i don't wanna play games, i don't wanna go on facebook, i wanna run but its too late right now and i run by myself got no motivation... hahaha i'll find something to do eventually

2011-03-18T20:16:00.000-07:00

Wallowing myself in pity doesn't help anyone. I want to say something to make you feel better, or at least something that would give you less pain.

You're an amazing person, whose patience and kindness can be compared to kuan ying (yea, seriously)

I can't explain how appreciative I am of what you have done for me, keeping my sanity in check and making me learn important lessons.

I'm glad you were so understanding (I probably pushed your limits). The guilt is killing me right now but hopefully I'll get over it. I want us to still be good friends till the very end. I'll put in effort and show you I'm at least good for something. If you ever need anything you can count on me.

Now, let's carry on with life, I won't hold you back, let's go!!

2011-03-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

after writing for an hour what to say to you, what to ask, what to clear up.... i just put it down and gave up......

should I? should I give up trying to clear the air or try to clear the air and get a really bad reaction....

hmm....

i hope we are both gambling right on what both of us are thinking... I don't want the air around us to be awkward :(.... you were the only person i was able to talk to.

i hope you are still checking this blog now and then, i still haven't said what i needed to say to you that day... thats if you even want to talk about it, if not then i understand.

2011-03-16T09:10:00.000-07:00

Be less selfish, more proactive, be caring. Is that so difficult Bryce?

No it isn't, and I have no idea why I never started being that way from the beginning.

Just put in effort and if it is meant to be then it's meant to be. *nod nod*

No more worries, 4th stage over, now in acceptance.

2011-03-16T04:52:00.000-07:00

I won't worry so much, shall focus on the job first. Things aren't going smooth but let's try our best!!

:) let's do this

2011-03-14T10:20:00.000-07:00

aiyo my poor blog.... i always come to you only when i feel sad , so mean right?

thats all i wanted to say actually haha

2011-03-05T00:12:00.000-08:00

I feel so bad that i have to break some promises. i kinda understand auntie may better now and why i never liked that part about her.

she can care for her employees, i can for my friends. its so cruel, we aren't indispensable. sigh...

just do this job quickly and get it over and done with, i don't regret taking this job but things could've been smoother.

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I don't know what to do but I hope I do the right things to make you happy.

2011-02-23T06:06:00.000-08:00

i don't know why, even though we were over so long ago and never talked to each other for such a long time, my heart still beats so fast.

I don't know what im afraid of, is it fear or excitement? or maybe both?

(this applies to all the girls i have ever fell for)

its like..... i don't know. maybe im ashamed to be in your presence... what does it mean to get over someone? Are you telling me that i have never gotten over ANY of my exs? Can't be wad....

then it must be something else! but what could it be?!?!?!

SOMEONE TELL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

2011-02-14T18:18:00.000-08:00

hmm, let me just surprise all of you instead, typing here won't change anything, i'll improve and you'll know when that happens

2011-01-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

Ah my friends.... There is no one way to solve any issue. We just try our best and hope for the best.

I feel... like a fool. However, i am a happy fool ^^ I've learnt so much and the part of my life has concluded. I just feel that investing all my time into someone who just disappears from your life is kind of a pity, don't you think so?

Of course, I did learn many important things, i'll just sum it up fast:

Family is important
Never be sticky in a relationship
Sometimes it just doesn't work out
Everything is just coincidence

mm yea... so i guess im quite ok :/ I'll get on with life.

Wish everyone a good year ahead!!!

2010-12-16T10:01:00.000-08:00

Aiya up and down up and down

so annoyed that i cannot make up my mind about how i should feel

BOCHUP LA! after awhile everything won't matter anymore and you'll forget about me, vice versa

since she wants it that way then so be it
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must move on fast so that i won't give off the impression that im a pushover.

bleah

2010-12-15T07:47:00.000-08:00

YAY!!! Another emo emo think too much post again!

i must say i am very disappointed in myself! not in my studies but in the fact that i got no balls to talk to her!

I can't think of a topic we can talk about, even if i can it would just end in silence o.o

BUT I WANT TO TRY! I MUST TRY!

I WILL TRY TO TALK TO YOU!!!!!!

*breathes out deeply*

.......even if she didn't want to talk to her I've gotta try.... I still remember your promise!

Everyday I make myself to look at you in such a light, that you don't have to be taken care of, I don't need to know what's going on in your life, I will not stalk you.

I am proud to say that I have accomplished that quite well. I never thought about you as much ever since. BUT NOOOO~~~ sooner or later you are mentioned and I have to overcome my impulse all over again. Hopefully i change because of this, into someone that you can accept. I am trying my best, I am getting to it, to not be the same person I used to be.

I want us to be friends again, I want to get my friend, one of the most awesome people I have ever met, back. Its a promise to myself.

2010-12-04T06:44:00.000-08:00

Not a single day passes that you don't appear in my mind.

When I wake up, when I walk to school, when I'm doing anything. You always are there. In my thoughts.

I try my best to get by without hearing from you at all. Living my life as it always was before I met you.

Hmm... I wonder if I ever pop up in your mind at all. Or have you forgotten me already?

I don't like people that lie... I may take things a little too seriously sometimes but I believe every single thing you wrote on that card.

You also told me that you would try to make things better.... Am I supposed to do nothing and wait for you? Or do you expect me to give you opportunities? I don't know what to do. I hope everything will be ok in the end and we will talk again.

I wish we can talk again like we used to. I miss you.

2010-11-14T05:58:00.001-08:00

This was some daydream I had
You saw me, started tearing up and ran to me...
Jumped onto me and said "I just can't live without you-"

I think that would probably be the best feeling in the world.

I know that will never happen, I know we will just be living our lives. Carrying on with our tasks. Without each other.

I just have to accept that each time you see me, you feel like puking. The sight of my face, the sound of my name, the very mention of my existence disgusts you.

I am sorry. For making you feel like this. For not knowing my limit. For saying the wrong things.

Dammit I sound like some emo bimbo blogging about her breakup a few days ago. So melodramatic.

I want to be better. I want to be so much better than what I am now. I want to be so much better so that when you look at me, I don't feel bad anymore, I know that I've done my homework, I know that I would have impressed you. So much so that you won't mind being a friend of mine again.

I want your acceptance. That's all we ever want.

2010-11-12T06:45:00.001-08:00

mm... i learnt a lot from you, so many things i can't even list them all... ok maybe i can but you get the point.

One thing i must master, never to lose something extremely important by doing too much or too little.

One year older, one year more mature, i wanna be enough

2010-11-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

omg im so sorry you guys have to watch my emotional rollercoaster haha.

dunno, even though i got 'rejected' in a way today, i didn't feel as bad as i thought i would feel.Weird

theres just something about the way she smiles, it just makes me feel so.... happy that i am alive.... mmm......

HAHAHAHA oh well, we'll see how it goes. I only use my blog to dump my feelings here when i am experiencing the 2 extremities, happy and sad. ^^ thanks a lot for reading

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2010-11-08T02:15:00.001-08:00

我把心扔掉。不相信这个世界上会找到真正的爱。 (lol wonder if I got it right)

2010-11-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

I think I have been going about the wrong way interacting with people. I wanna learn what I've been doing wrong.

You know what, I'll just get to the point. I think it's because of my personality that I don't have close friends, well except for one(you know who you are)

I.... Wish sometimes I was normal. Why do I have to always fall for girls who would actually be really good friends. I go and mess the whole relationship up. I fall for them and then I psycho myself that either I am not good enough for her or she will never fall for me. And I still feel so connected to them for the next week and when I don't hear from them, I go emo.

WTF is wrong with me. I know that after talking to someone constantly for some time, you'll run out of things to talk about. And.... I don't know.

Why do I have to find it so hard to trust others. Why am I so afraid of people leaving me yet I believe everyone will. That no one is around me to stick by my side except through obligation. That I will always be alone.

I will always be alone. I don't want to be alone. And to make things even more difficult, I only want company from one girl. But that would be my wife, and umm, yea, great.....

I want to get my life partner , I want my life partner. I .... I...... Want to complete myself, this emptiness, this other half. I want you.

2010-10-26T09:38:00.000-07:00

Wonder if you know that I adore all the girls I like.

*squirms* can take you at all, too cute!

2010-10-23T10:40:00.000-07:00

I'M BACKKKKKKK

YES! I AM BACK FROM MY CHINA TRIP!

HAD A TOTALLY AWESOME TIME THERE! Made new friends, learnt new stuff, cleared 2 modules (sorta)

Also found a few very special people as well

2010-10-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

this feeling.... I haven't felt this for a while now....

maybe I'm just tired

there are only a few things I truly hate. Parting ways is one of them

Theres this growing pit of vile down in my stomach thats making me feel really sad right now.

Such emptiness cannot be described, no one should ever feel it.

2010-09-09T07:19:00.000-07:00

goodbye old friend

2010-09-07T23:29:00.000-07:00

I am back! 2/3 of the exams were good! i did horrible for the other one! CRAP

ahhhhhhhh ok so i have 1 more week before i go to china , which is on next tuesday! 14 of september! 6 more days! OH BOY THATS FAST

so i'll be going to chengdu, part of sichuan, FOR A MONTH PLUS PLUS

i'll be coming back on the 24 of october....and school starts on the 25........GREAATTTTTT

oh well, i hope i lose weight over there @.@

i think i'll buy my computer stuff when i get back, ooooo can't wait to lose more money...BUT I GET 3D!!!!!!

hmm what else....hmm hmm..... OH YEA! I DIDN'T TELL YOU GUYS! I GOT MY IPHONE!!!!

well.... that pretty much it, i may be making a blog for china so....stay tuned? lol see you!

2010-08-31T17:57:00.001-07:00

exam tomorrow! goodbye computer! i'll be back on monday!!!

2010-08-29T18:55:00.001-07:00

dammit , i don't know where i left the class contact book :( i hope it wasn't thrown out while i was moving.

its kinda weird, i would never ever throw it away, but it wasn't in the box of books, its not in the temporary house, mom cleared all the boxes already. WHERE THE FISH IS THAT BOOK!!!!~~~~

T.T

2010-08-24T19:28:00.000-07:00

I've been at the loft for 2 days now (the "loft" is the name of the school's dormitory) they allow students to stay here before the exams start so that we can study.

ah i did do some studying but its pretty much slacking the rest of the time :/

just finished watching Aria: The animation, normally i don't like watching old animes but it felt nice watching this one, gives you that warm feeling inside ^^

oh boy, gonna go to china after the exams, my flight is on the 14th o.o i hope it will be a good trip.

and im still wishing i could feel something in my heart, but its just surrounded by this wall of steel. :/ its not manly to have someone else break it for you but then again i can't do it on my own .

well, take care everyone, good luck with everything else you're doing

2010-08-16T09:48:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! a post that isn't so EMOOOOOO

final day of duty tomorrow, think i will bring my camera! ^^ oh, and on a side note: i never knew collecting collar pins during meet-ups like the YOG is the IN THING to do! hahaha its like so friggin lame but everyone is doing it!

OOOO and I've been practising writing with my left hand since it's handwriting is neater than my right (ambidextrous FTW!)

i miss everybody, hmm, gotta think of a good venue for this year's end of year meet up. sorry isabel! i guess i wasn't much help to you, everyone's free dates are on the poly sites anyway. :( let you down on that one(i wonder if you even remember lol)

i........ will start studying after this yog stuff and exercise as well! no fencing training means i will gain weight!(already have due to the free food i get at the Youth Olympic Village) speaking of free stuff.... FREE TRANSPORT!!!! YAY! spamspamspamspamspamspam

well thats about it for now, see you guys soon ^^

2010-08-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

you don't care as much and you only want me around when you need me

i don't want you to understand, i just want you to go away

2010-08-04T08:53:00.000-07:00

i miss my old friend

wish i knew the right words to say

2010-07-16T19:52:00.000-07:00

i....................................i think too much lol

what is a definition of a friend?

do i want one? am i willing to invest time and effort in having one?

what am i afraid of?

why do i go around making so making acquaintances? why do i like it so much?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and this, is my complex

2010-07-09T17:12:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhh im sorry i haven't been blogging!!!

its just that i've got so many things to do~~~

fencing, japanese class, astronomy club(recently joined) , im thinking about starting up sports chanbara in np

lots of homework, socialising , hip hop crew, sports chanbara, and.... thats pretty much it

ZOMGGGG i just wanted to do that lol i hope everyone else is coping well! wish all of your guys good luck ^^

2010-06-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

are we not entitled to what we understand by love? do we not even have the exclusivity of having our own definition?

if we can't even be honest with ourselves and get swayed by how society has shaped us then what are we

i will stick by my principles, we ARE entitled to it. the people who are going to be together with us for the rest of our lives already understand us, thats why they are together with us

do best friends have to be together with you for all your life? No. they are called best friends because they were the best friends compared to everyone else. No one can stay together with others forever, even spouses, we all die sometime or another

I HAVE NOT FOUD PURPOSE IN THIS LIFE YET. i thought i did but i wasn't meant to be.I WANT TO HAVE PASSION FOR SOMETHING OR SOMEONE

I WANT TO FIND MY MEANING OF LOVE. I AM SICK OF BEING AFRAID OF GETTING HURT

I WANT CHANGE.I WANT TO BE CONFIDENT.I WANT A PARTNER THAT STICKS WITH ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

ahh maybe if i type it all in caps it would come true hahaha

purpose will not be found in the bible, spreading the word is not my calling and god has not been giving me a very good answer.

i want to find something that i am SOOOO in love with that i devote my life to it.

what to do what to do

2010-06-22T17:11:00.001-07:00

off to camp!

2010-06-18T10:41:00.000-07:00

i was wondering to my self: why don't i want to join in the 'liking and tell what you like about the person thing'

i guess.... i guess i have a few reasons, such as

1. i may be afraid of what people really think of me

2.even if you say something nice i wouldn't believe it

3.well.... this is the same as no. 2: i don't believe what anyone says anymore

mm..... i guess.....

unless of course you take time to actually say it to me in person while looking into my eyes, i might buy it....might haha

ARGH CURSE THIS TRUST COMPLEX THING

mm.... im gonna be totally pessimistic over this issue and end off with an even more pessimistic sentence

No one has ever totally been truthful to me all the time.

zzzz how can i be honest with you guys if you guys aren't honest with meeeeeeeeee

yea im exaggerating . good night!

2010-06-12T09:46:00.000-07:00

i don't know how to put it in words

i think of you everyday, i can't help it, it just happens

would one call it love? if love meant daydreaming about the same person everyday then maybe, but i don't take action, i'm not normal, maybe i just don't bother taking action, but then if i don't bother taking action then no one can call that love right?

HAHAHAHA playing around with definitions is always very messy

maybe i'm just desperate? i am desperate but at the same time can't really be bothered to get one. maybe i don't know what i want

or maybe i just want everything.

i just want everything and everyone

yea i guess i just want everything

2010-06-10T01:25:00.000-07:00

*gets a call from some promoter* "... and you can redeem gadgets such as laptops or the iphone if you....(goes on talking about signing up for something)" me:"well umm the new iphone is gonna come out in july so im probably gonna get that." "but we are going to give it to you free" me:"well i've saved more than enough for the new iphone so yea...and i recently bought my laptop for school" *awkward silence* "(goes off talking about the problems with his iphone 3G) well thanks and have a nice day." *puts down call*......uhh lol?

mm.....oh yea! exams are over , yes i disappointed myself very much, i will do better

hmm , me lazy to blog lol talk to you guys some other time

2010-06-04T18:45:00.000-07:00

exam next week , wont blog much , oh fyi: iphone announcing on monday!

2010-05-25T10:20:00.000-07:00

oooo crud i dunno what to buyyyyyy

what to buy what to buy what to buy HMMMMM

yea actually i wanted to post something really good but i forgot , its late , bb

ps: i am really disgusted with a video(just a few seconds of it) i saw today! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMF THE IMAGE IS BURNED INTO MY MINDDD , gonna have nightmares tonight

2010-05-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhh oh no!!! bryce is gonna go on another emotional rant again!!!!!(please forgive his ignorance! its only based on what he knows :( (dont read this if you don't wanna feel bleah)

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if you even cared you'd ask. theres no such thing as "i never want to make the first move" thats bullshit

well given the fact that there is always an awkward air whenever im around you guys , i dont wanna bother anymore, clearly my presence is not welcomed.just wished you could just say it in my face

just fuck it , i don't want to bother about the bunch of you anymore, ive wasted my life too much on this , im moving on

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and after 5 mins i dont feel like that anymore lols WHY SO SERIOUS (joker's way of saying it)

fencing tmrw!!! yay!!!

2010-05-21T09:40:00.000-07:00

oh boy ohboyohboyohboy how long has it been since i last blogged?

so an update:

i still love poly life so far

i am a volunteer in the YOG(youth olympic games) , stretcher bearer LOL

i have entered saber , fencing

doing soso in terms of studies (lazy lol) but i still complete my work in the end

have not talked to all of my friends for such a long time(the ones before poly)

my stepbrother Robin is doing fine and as always , every baby is cute ^^

Now for what is on my mind right now:

1.i know i told myself i wanted to be more sociable and i have definitely achieved that in school but when im not in school , i don't talk to anyone at all

and i mean anyone , there is no one who talks to me out of school lol

it kinda is sad i guess.....but i could possibly show that i dont find people important enough.... but if that is true then why be sociable at all? hmmmmmmm

i have no idea

2. nature's call: i want a life partner, theres no helping it , all of us feel it , we just have to know our priorities. i know my job right now , but i still want one

you may be wondering , why say life partner? why not say girlfriend or something along that line?

well , my view is that , the point of you getting a girlfriend is because she is a good candidate as your life partner no? if you never had that idea in your head in the first place then what do you plan on doing with her? something to pass your time on? or you just wanna get laid?

*sigh* i dunno...... i get the feeling i will never have that feeling of liking someone anymore o.o for multiple reasons :/ .........

ah wth heck , im tired , good night

2010-05-08T16:51:00.000-07:00

to arrogant , too little effort being put in

i will become better, i want to really bad

CHIONG AH!

2010-05-07T08:40:00.001-07:00

ARGH !!! they're so FRIGGIN CUTE

kawaii level so high i can't stand it!

*does some spasm-like gesture*

AHHHH

yes im procrastinating, i should be doing my math.....hmmm

well i hope all of you are doing well in whichever school/stuff you're in, even those without school

take care everybody!!*waves*

2010-05-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

ok so heres an update

school hours are really long

i am tired

i wanna finish Dragon Age Origins: Awakening

i managed to jump to japanese 102 (fyi 101 is the beginners course) and there is a shit ton of work since i came in the 3rd week(found out i could jump in the first week, second week had the test, today is the 3rd week/lesson), level of difficulty MUCH higher

school doesn't have that much work.....or i am just not revising like the rest lol

CHIONG AH!

2010-04-23T09:22:00.001-07:00

ok so most of you know but sorry that i didn't post earlier for those who didn't

the next version of the iphone is coming out! haha suckers i told you it would come out in june but nooo~ you couldn't wait

its gonna come out mid year and i can't wait to get it muahahahaha

well i'll tell you what little everyone else who knows the story knows:

-front facing camera(video calls)
-camera at the back is slightly bigger with flash
-bigger battery
-slightly smaller in size but 3 grams heavier(not that it really matters that much)
-its using a micro sim , uhhh a sim card that i smaller than ours i think?
-its gonna run OS(operating system) 4 , this new OS for the iphone allows you to do more than one application at a time,kinda buggy right now but will get better when it is gonna be sold
-will be faster that the 3GS(im guessing) because its gonna have something similar if not the same processor the ipad uses

yea.... thats all i could pull out of my head right now

i really like the new design because i was never really a fan of the curved iphone

either way , its gonna be badass and im gonna buy it *starts saving*

2010-04-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

im tired of this

not of school yet but of this

only bad part about school is how heavy my bag weighs

subjects are pretty manageable for now

im tired

im tired and you can't be bothered, i'll just slip away *tip toes*

goodbye

2010-04-13T05:50:00.000-07:00

WOOHHOOOO FINALLY!!! hello my new sling bag! told my mom since I've been saving so much money for her i should get a bag!(cause i really needed one anyway)

OKAY~~ now i really have to pack my bag o.o

and i recently found out , my CLASS HAS GOT LESS THAN 5 GIRLS T.T~~~~ ah well , not that im interested but everyone else seemed to be harping on it so i joined in too hahaha

hmm nothing much happened today, ZOMG I REALLY GOTTA PACK........maybe after i bathe

oh yea! i went to pay respects to my grandfather and the other ancestors *one bow*......*another bow*......*3rd bow*

hmm...what now........someone talk to me on msn!

*waiting*.....forget about it! *starts dancing to random songs*

see you guys when i get back ^^ *waves* bye bye

2010-04-12T07:58:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey~~~ *head banging to Kick It Out by the Boom Boom Satellites*

zomg the scholarships to ngee ann are now open *applying*

AND ZOMG there is camp on wednesday! i thought it wouldn't be compulsory so i didn't bother *PACKS BAG HURRIEDLY*.....eh wait.....bryce never packs till he actually needs to -.- *leaves bag one side*

hmm, think i shall run tomorrow morning at yck stadium, been lazing around too much

OOO yea japanese course finished already! hopefully i will get the cert ^^

ok thats about it , see you tmrw!

2010-04-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

yes this is the sad fact of my life hahahahaha

i think i have some weird creativity deficiency, can't come up with a convo online with anyone.....can't think of anything , im fine with people in person but its so weird

doesn't make sense lol ITS OK! shall drown in this solitude for another week! then poly will come!! for some people school starts tomorrow! good luck!!

so my good buddy! animenfo! you'll keep me company for the duration of this week!

hmmmm....being like that gives the brain too much time to think about random stuff.....zhe me ban ne......

anyone hasn't watched how to train a dragon? i wanna watch it o.o haven't watched it

ah heck , i shall go swim around somemore, you guys can continue your blog hopping

2010-04-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

yes people, this is the place im staying in hahaha no idea why one of the pictures are out of line o.o

yea , the place gets pretty dusty fast

and......thats pretty much it lol

2010-04-08T17:59:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning and i felt all better :)

absolutely fantastic

heh ^^

told you there is a reset button...but this time its kinda different

yes....this is good, this is very good

MUAHAHAHAHAHA look out world! im fresh and ready to take you on!!!!

YOSHHHH!!!!!

2010-04-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

stupid reset button , its all because of you! All because of you every half day i become fine again. bah,you're one of the few things i can actually get annoyed about
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oh ho ho Universal Studios you didn't let me down, thought there would've been one or two things i didn't like but i was wrong! they did a good job for people who are pretty overworked lol

so yes , thank you staff for putting on a smile even when you don't want to , even when you're tired of it , even if you have to give the same greeting 500 times a day

of course you have to watch out when you let your exhaustion show ;)

very good trip! 66 dollars is worth it but remember to bring your food there or something because (of course) everything there will be overpriced.

had fun , enjoyed myself, enjoyed my company

me tired , gonna sleep now , check out the pictures on facebook

2010-03-31T08:21:00.000-07:00

she is probably my favourite vblogger to date hahaha i love eccentric people

2010-03-29T09:32:00.000-07:00

la la lalalala lalala lala

as many people would say, it is none of my business, well if you don't want it to be my business THAT BAD then ok....

me am enjoying most of my holidays, can't wait for poly to start,new life! new people! new relations! SO COOL

yea,me wanna sleep so i'll sleep in front of the com, good night everyone

2010-03-27T05:17:00.000-07:00

operation stingy, getalife, lose5kg will be in effect as of this post

wish me luck guys

2010-03-22T18:51:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna go off for some time , sorry guys , i need to look into the mirror for a long while,

just came back from camp , good camp , good people, lost my voice(yes, thats good too), and etc

i really need to make a decision fast, i need to be fair to myself too, no? i don't really wanna talk, i will move on with my life and find something to do(really hope i do)

im feeling pretty tired....

goodbye

(those of you who are going "OMG what the heck is he talking about? so vague!" yea, its meant to be)

2010-03-18T21:20:00.000-07:00

ah yes , the talk about all that responsibility and trust, im kinda tired of it.....no , i am very very tired of it.

be obligated to do things, having no choice but to do things , on the other hand feeling bad if i don't do things . this is called cognitive dissonance , where two principles that you believe in strongly naturally oppose each other.

its kinda sad , to grow up so mentally fucked......

yes i totally feel like being extremely irresponsible and just abandon everything i have and live life by myself, struggle , struggle hard , but i have my freedom.

i won't say i am oppressed by those around me but it is more like i am naturally obligated to them, believe what you want to , i have my own principles too. nothing is wrong , everything is permitted , society decides what is permissible and what is not

i don't know what i am, there is no definitive identity, i conform to those around me, it has its pros and cons :(

i shall make less promises , less obligations , if possible i just want to be alienated from society, i am tired of putting on a face, showing manners, showing i care, i am just tired of all of you because in the end, i will be forgotten. i know thats not how all of you are like, i grew up believing i am insignificant, believing all of us are. please understand, that is the way i am

i also believe transparency is vital for building relationships with people and so i am being transparent to all who read this, i have analyzed myself and have come up with this conclusion of myself. i think reflecting over your own personalities is important, stop avoiding your shortcomings , accept them and try your best to improve.

there are always reasons why people do things, i could definitely keep quiet and nothing would have happened, no possible bad consequences o the relations of others. well.....i have also gotten tired of bottling everything. ignorance is definitely bliss , i do not encourage that bliss, you're just lying to yourself.

i have gotten tired of these..... politics i have to play with my family and friends. i am not getting anything out of it, i am wasting time, i have to strive to achieve what i want, i've been giving everyone what everyone wants to hear, at least this time, i hope someone hears me. if you're bottling your own affairs up too, don't say i wasn't strong enough to hold them in(your problem if you do) and keep them to myself, I AM strong enough to let you all know how i feel.

i don't expect anything out of any of you , i just posted this out to make myself feel better.

i feel much better now ^^ thanks for putting up with this (if you even read this far) it is very much appreciated, i really mean it :) *wipes tear away*

yes i have had my share of happy stuff lately , breakout,sentosa,nodame,esplanade,company,more outings ^^ etc, look up fb for the pictues, long post coming soon.

tomorrow is the NP sports camp! omg i gotta pack, see you guys next time!

2010-03-07T08:46:00.001-08:00

bakemonogatari , think its on season 2 right now , i hardly watch it but its good because even i can hear of it

really cute song , read the translation , well thats about it.

2010-03-05T06:00:00.000-08:00

okay so i took longer than expected but what the heck HERE IT GOES(forgive me if my commentary is short, im kinda tired)

mhmm, when you're low on battery, feel free to give it a spin! haha

TADAH, guess what this is~~~ its a coke powered phone, sugar fuel cells are not something new to the market but this looks pretty nice, said that i could last 3 to 4times longer than your usual battery. just pour the coke in O.O

FOOD PRINTER! in the future the machine will just 'print' the food instantly o.o just like that star trek replicator!

XOMG our good friends at Siemens were able to hit transfer rates of 500Mbps!!! USING LEDS!!! mm in the future we would also be transferring info by light *blink blink*

well this one pretty much speaks for itself , nth special , just thought i show you (no link since there is nothing much going on haha)

mm wondering if i should get it for my future laptop if it would fit haha but it was made for macbooks so yea , damn good idea, your laptop will be sooo hidden. click the link for more photos

OKAY this one is special, no picture , BUT ITS BADASS . a spray that prevents water and dirt from staying on to the surface. that means no bacteria. further more it also shields from the sun's uv rays. yea , i know so many things i wanna coat this with lol

Adspecs from Joel on Vimeo.

fantastic, the specs don't cost much to make , best idea ever , still makes you wonder why it hasn't been popular

you have seen a rainbow before right? bet alex will like this , this isn't a normal rainbow , its a MOONBOW. yup very rare to encounter, only in the right conditions. oh the bright thing in the distance? its mars rising

AIRNERGY! harvest electricity from surrounding wifi signals lol total ownage

GORILLAPOD! well what you see is what you get, more pictures in the link

a few links you should look into if you want to be updated with the current stuff

WINDOWS 7 MOBILE
MICROSOFT'S FUTURE JOURNAL

and thats it! filtered some stuff since it was too much to post but there you go! there are no significant products out there worth mentioning right now. the ipad is coming out april 3rd . you guys will be needing some headway with your laptop purchases so i would give you my rough guide

2010-02-18T08:16:00.000-08:00

random sentences that pop up in my mind right now

i really have to move on.....just don't know where to go

i guess if you keep telling yourself you are useless people will think so too

wtf? my cousins(peternal) and their parents think i am really affected by my dad getting another son O.O i guess it may be a big issue to other people for their parents to re marry but i grew up with that , i understand why he does it , not that i plan to follow, why can't you guys be more understanding with your parents too, im sure some of you have problems too

will people ever take me seriously? or maybe i don't take myself seriously enough

T.T you guys have to care more about one another, maybe i was brought up differently but i know in my heart that we should care about one another, this refers to all my friends

love should be accepted and promoted, from and to friends and family, its not gay,its not taking advantage of the moment.... it is appreciation of one another, that free hugs campaign is beautiful, nothing is wrong with hugging strangers.....it saddens me that some of you were never exposed to such actions....i understand, but don't dismiss it, try understand too....

and long post is coming up! wait for it!

2010-01-14T10:19:00.000-08:00

venetia is awesome!

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well of course everyone who reads this blog takes the O levels so all of your probably received your results

Some of you laugh , some of you cry , some of your jump for joy. Some of you are speechless and the list goes on.

Either way we will continue moving on with our lives and not stop, because when we stop , we are dying in vain. As a guy i know once said CAN NOT STOP! WILL~NOT STOP!!

No, we will not , we will do our best in our future tasks, we will have much fun, we will have lives!!

if you ever get the chance to watch the anime Onegai Sensei! You'll understand how detrimental stopping can be for you (p.s.. its quite touching too, only 13 episodes i think)

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going out tomorrow! will have fun!

2010-01-09T06:02:00.000-08:00

MUST*bang*RESIST*bang*NATURE'S*bang*CALL*bang*

yes girls , its definitely a guy thing , whether the guy is brought up right or not

i-will-overcome-this-incredible-stupidity-impulse

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well by popular demand i shall make a proper blog post! of the stuff that is happening at CES (consumer electronics show)

CES is an annual show where all the companies show off their latest technology , of course i will post the ones that interest me lol

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ok so these links aren't arranged in any particular order , i'll just spit them out *pui* lolololololol i linked the entire paragraphs so you won't miss it

YOSH! samsung and their sosososososo BEAUTIFUL television sets , LED LCD TVs that just came out. Named the 9000 series , comes with a pretty interesting remote control too(can find it through a link in the link lol) to let you appreciate how thin it is , heres a video.

well nothing much to say here really , can control the cursor with the direction of your breath lol, if you don't understand why they would want to make something like this...... think lol those people who can't use their hands would love to try out the computer lol

yesyes , another possible candidate of a future laptop , thing is....I WANNA DISK DRIVE , later poly got projects and then mine is looking so beautiful but it cant read a damn cd -.-" lol still looks very nice though

yes , that is the chart for future memory card updates from panasonic , capacity increasing together with write speeds(write speeds determine how fast data transfers) up at the top is the 1 TB & 2TB cards lol

mouse from mad catz, extremely customizable , has quite a few nice features , hit the link for the details. cost pretty much the same as the other razer mouses , possible future consideration lol

EYE FI!!! rock on , who gives a damn about capacity when your card can just transmit the data over wifi?! doesn't suck up much energy , can just leave you card in that camera of yours and never take it out lol

something small here , do you see anything off about the picture? lol................think somemore........................come on.............................................don't see anything at all?...................HAHA thats the point , there are no wires! what happened to the wires?!?! doesn't it need power? lol wireless energy and high speed data (think is N wifi) streaming HD quality tv O.o this is our future

pretty neat looking gadget here , dual screens , one more touchable than the other lol no word on the details but it looks pretty slick.(no details so...no point of a link lol)

if you can't tell what going on then...well the picture is too small then lol its too cool for me too put caps in this description lol. has a chipset in the shell and when you take it off it uses another inbuilt one , of course not as powerful but it'll do lol

a bunch of concepts asus has come up with....except they actually have working models!! really cool, one of them is a wearable computer/handphone that can be controlled by gestures in mid air or by touching the screen. the other can be like a laptop when you fold it a certain way , flexible TVs (don't ask me what for lol) the whole bunch is promoting the use of OLED touchscreens. really cool , probably also the future haha

well thats pretty much it , im sleepy and uhhh.... thanks for reading!

2010-01-06T08:20:00.000-08:00

i wanna talk to you more but i can't find anything to talk about.... :/

2009-12-29T19:35:00.000-08:00

i guess we will finally get bored of one thing or another sooner or later

me too lazy to post the links with the pictures so i'll just give you the links with descriptions

arggh the links are soooo nice that it goes against my nature not to post pictures~~~ i shall post a few then

1.Nice covers for Mac books:

Snow White

Lego guy

2. people suffering from macular degeneration can have an operation that can restore enough sight to recognize people, better than not seeing at all , by putting telescopes in their eyes O.O

future tattoo interface, implanted under the skin and powered by your blood O.O

4. space craft that is powered by starlight(seriously)

see this? its living tissue, just like that piece of ham in your fridge, the only difference is that if you cut this in half today, the cut is gone tmrw o.o very expensive band aid(plaster) if you ask me, $1500 USD lol for now its used to treat diabetic sores but im sure it'll be quite common when we get older

meh im just gonna do 5 for now lol

went for a run yesterday , wow i can really run for a long time if i don't look at the ground lol

PRAVIN!!! I LEARNT HOW TO RUN WITH LESS NOISE FROM MY FEET, YOU HEAR?!?!!

chrsitmas was nice i guess,nice presents from my friends and relatives, not many, but nice

ok thats all for now , bye bye

2009-12-24T09:55:00.000-08:00

merry christmas everyone hohoho

2009-12-23T08:38:00.000-08:00

im.....not that nice to talk to am i

just say it

2009-12-17T06:57:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA guan came over and tried L4D2 , he wasn't used to it (duh) and kept disorienting himself through the course of his play , in the end stopped halfway due to the nausea lol i also kana nausea watching him play, well still he learnt really quickly for a first timer. GOOD JOB

hmm nothing much has been happening lately , working at dad's place , tmrw morning will be the last day i help then i'll go off to the chalet right after that (i haven't even started packing T.T) oh well , see you in 3 days , coming back on sunday

and in advance WELCOME BACK SEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-11T06:21:00.000-08:00

ah sorry guys , long post coming soon......after im done with l4d2 lol.....42 links right now........great

yes well i really wanted to post this really strong opinion that popped into my mind

(can i please use the f word here? please?!?!! pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!?!??!?!)

a woman is not a plaything, she not not someone for you to stare if they are hot or not! WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU. i understand, we're guys, its ok to look/glance but turn away after.

but no, you have to stare at them as objects to satisfy our sexual desires going on in your mind?!you have never chance with her , you know why? because you look at her/them that way

even a no life-er(just created the word) with some proper manners and his honour intact could get a girl friend better than you (heck even getting a girlfriend even before you can support her is a bad idea). ok so lets say you don't want a girlfriend , so.......you want to play around with girls and break they're hearts....i shall not go further

okok another situation, so you say "hey bryce, you've got to understand, we're guys and you know, theres that natural reaction to want to impress pretty girls" hmm..... yea i guess i understand thats natural.....BUT DAMMIT CAN'T YOU SHOW THEM SOME RESPECT

.......meh im tired , gonna finished dragon age tonight , tomorrow is gonna be a longgggggggg day , boys brigade in the morning chinese in the afternoon chanbara in the evening. goodbye

2009-12-06T03:43:00.000-08:00

ok so the real opening starts at 9 seconds lol some guy just ripped it off one of the episodes

yea lol i know its a jap drama and its slightly less mainstream but its still really funny at times, should go check it out

http://www.dramacrazy.net/v/japanese-drama/samurai-high-school/

2009-12-05T01:05:00.001-08:00

wraps up mostly what happened today

2009-12-04T08:17:00.000-08:00

well that pretty much summed up the week lol

2009-11-26T08:45:00.000-08:00

this does not apply to 'sometimes', this applies to all times

i really want to be of use to you

2009-11-26T05:55:00.000-08:00

on a quick side note that has nothing to do with either of these videos, I know its rude to stare but....... they are so beautiful....... im sure anyone would agree *drools* (now let you imagination RUN WILDDDDDD!!!!!) muahahahhaha. nah don't think THAT much , i just feel that i should give credit where it is due and damn they totally deserve it

2009-11-21T03:29:00.000-08:00

IT IS FINNNNIIIIISSSSSSHHHHHEEEEDDDDDD

mm yes i wanna thank all my friends for all the fantastic presents that i received, haha you guys know me the best HAHAHAHAHAHA i must say i was pleasantly surprised

WOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL GAME

not that i support pre marital stuff but HAHAHA better safe than sorry

i wonder what those 2 pictures were for.....

2009-11-18T06:24:00.000-08:00

i am so falling in love with this picture, don't know who she is, where shes from, found this picture from someone avatar and the guy didn't know who she was either lol

its not because she isn't wearing much clothing under that hoodie but seriously, look at those eyes, moe~~~~(google it if you don't know what that means) and girls....please....no stereotyping, im a guy but im not like those kind of asses(you know what i mean)

2009-11-17T08:28:00.000-08:00

all the videos here are not in any particular order whatsoever, just randomly uploaded them

oh boy it took such a long time to load them up , enjoy (especially if you got nth to do)

2009-11-14T08:02:00.000-08:00

i look around me

the corners of my mouth twitch upwards

feel like a child again

i've never felt like this in a long time

the feeling that you are so happy being at the spot in that moment

like when you were a child and wanted that toy so badly and mummy finally gave in to your pleas

i really like this feeling

i am so happy i can't stop smiling

being surrounded by a culture you really like and admire

its a nice feeling

its not silly, its something i love, i understand it, thus my actions are justified

ah heck, f**k your opinions, this is one thing no one can influence me into or out

guess where i was?

i was in the jap section of kinokuniya at liang court

it was so darn cool cause all the mangas i've read are all there, the melancholy of suzumiya haruhi, toradora, bleach, naruto(ok i've not started on this one but i will,HEAR THAT GUAN GUAN?!),ichigo 100%, etc. and jap people frequent there because its liang court(in case you've been under a rock, liang court is a mall which has a lot of jap stuff in it)

watch out japanese! i will try my best to master you! I WILL CONQUER YOU

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japanese aside, i really want to thank all my friends for being...my friends

as long as you are reading this then you are probably my friend

thank you very much

*kow tow*

im kept alive by company and would probably die(figuratively) without it, you guys keep me alive, thank you

2009-11-14T05:52:00.000-08:00

ok so there probably at least one game im gonna really really enjoy for the whole experience and its this one, Assasin's Creed 2, say what you want but i really enjoyed the previous one and since its the same developer its probably gonna be good or better.i dunno, i like long winded stuff and this is like a big book for me ^^

can't wait, its coming out on the 17th!

and this is my new wallpaper!because its so friggin beautiful, guess what planet is this?

that little blue planet.....

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im really sorry that you would have to experience this but i laughed so much because of the shock

it'll probably make you go "OMGWTF" or maybe either one, it definitely did make me go OMGWTF hahaha

from one of the members of the 4 player podcast, david, loves jap stuff and he was at some anime convention they have in USA

oh yea the other guy drawing at the starting? check out his sketches!hes really good!LINK

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well thats about it.... my fellow viewers!(5 of you) please note that i must fill must my "blog" bookmarks folder to a considerable amount before posting a very long post so.... frequency of long posts depend on the amount of news that interest me O.o thank you very much once again for reading *bow*

2009-11-12T10:19:00.000-08:00

lol im 2 hours late on this but....meh

haha 11/11 is pocky day! because of the way its written in japan or smth. ikimono gakari plays the song , and a really random side note:how the heck does the girl keep her skirt in the safe zone when its that short? O.O

ps. rofl at the part where the plump fisherman dances

2009-11-09T05:07:00.000-08:00

ah my dear friend..... its probably just me and my male ego(yes,i am actually stereotyping myself) but i find that when a man cannot even hold his own and stand for the values he lives and believes in then i would not see him as a man

someone who is easily swayed by the whims and fancies of other will never really live his own life. unless he had already understood what he wants to do with his life then he is just a dog to the more assertive party.......(lol i guess this applies to my cousins as well)

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one must be responsible, accountable, respectful. should you make a mistake then you will be responsible and accept the consequences. It is also our responsibility to be able to understand one another and adjust ourselves accordingly. one should not expect everything to go for him (i personally support problem solving, not shun away from them so that we can learn)

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ok i kinda deleted a big chunk cause i was talking about relativity and no one would really figure out where i was getting at as it is a lesson you learn on your own....or at least better explained in person

simply put, when one person wins, eventually someone else loses (the "theory of cause and effect" & "the conservation of energy") no one can win without the other losing [if both sides won, some other side loses]

blablbabblablallba , watched the last samurai for 4 time on tv lol and i must say i am very proud to have a relation to the samurai ^^

yes this post is very off cause if one takes too long to type , his mind floats....this post took 1/2 an hour(due to the huge delete). the previous one took 1 1/2 hours lol

2009-11-07T01:30:00.000-08:00

oh boy.....here comes the.... THE EXTREMELY LONG BLOG POST!

the following are in no order whatsoever as i couldn't be bothered to organize them lol (25 of them!)

please note the i have also included links to the stories

prices(if any) are in singapore dollars

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i actually wonder if you'd die from reading this,yes i know , you'll just skim through

lol this guy looks like a friend of mine , this is the iriver's N20 mp3 player, looks pretty cool,PMOLED screen(just take that as "very pretty black and white") come in 2 &4GB flavours, can play FLAC & OGG files too(lol not oh guan guan, both of these are lossless audio formats, translation:high quality music) around $132 & $150 LINK

this is a lamp, i think the picture shows what it does lol still a concept though LINK

yup, fingerprint engraved rings,really impractical but still very cool, sarcasm found in the guys post lol LINK

Yamaha is a genius, see that sign board over there? thats no ordinary sign board, its a speaker, you heard it, a speaker! 1 mm thick and it does leak sound to the sides, that means you only hear the stuff when you are in front of it O.O LINK

powermat , yup no wires, just leave your device there and it will charge , the price is a little overpriced but i guess people with devise better alternative next time.$139 for the mat and $40 for each receiver LINK

well this isn't really informative but her reaction was still kinda cute, it was a contest to find the biggest fan in japan and she won O.o her meeting with emma and rupert in the LINK

HELLO my(and seng yong's) beautiful future travel mouse! yes! the razer Orochi is pretty good in its own right,connects with either bluetooth or USB. sadly it uses 2 AA batts but from the reviews they say it lasts quite long.still can't find out if the batteries will spoil if you connect the mouse via USB and still have the batteries insde , goes for about $110 or less LINK

yes alex, you will love this, thanks to NASA you can now travel to mars in 39 days with the help of Ion propulsion engines!thats gonna be a long time from now before it gets commercialized O.o oh well LINK

at last!(the picture is of frankenstein btw) we can write memories into brains!they wrote false memories into the brain of a fruit fly(i didn't even know they had brains) with the help of a laser pen O.o long way to go though LINK

TETRIS CHAIR! the designer was pretty smart, do you know why he couldn't fill up the bottom?(comeon! you must've played tetris before) because it would disappear! LINK

guess whats the surface of this little building made of? solar panels! it was an entry into one of those green home competitions. this building generates enough electricity to power itself AND two other homes! LINK

ok so get this, there is a map in left4dead that is called No Mercy , and the hospital(Mercy Hospital) there is infested with zombies(duh) but then there is a hospital in real life that is called Mercy Hospital lol,in short, the real life hospital has 10 one-star ratings out of 12 online lol hit the link to see the full story LINK

and heres a short introduction of the new 27 inch iMac , new plastic macbook and magic mouse LINK ps. read the first comment

FOOTBALL HERO! hahaha LINK

this would be such a cool toy! not for sale lol LINK

OMGWTFBBQ these are really cool earphones! motion sensing ones. put them on, you music starts playing,pull one side out and your music is paused, put it back in an your music continues and other actions O.O too bad it only works with sony ericsson jacks : ( LINK

now i can play air guitar!hero! lol microsoft is working on some muscle sensing tech, just move your fingers to hit the keys O.o LINK

and if you are interested , a history on why there are so many kinds of plugs in the world and their origins LINK

mr chua should also add this to his odd chair collection, foam cube that was calculated to turn into a shape of an arm chair when seated on o.o LINK

and this is a~~~~~~~portable speaker! can connect via USB or bluetooth! and guess what? its totally waterproof! fantastic! now all i need is my ipod to get bluetooth.....LINK

and here are the beetles!catalogue! 14 of their albums all in one really cute thumb drive, with 320kpbs versions and FLAC versions of every song as well. includes other little stuff like mini-documentary films too. for the'low' price of 280 usd! not sure if it'll be the same in singapore but if they converted the price it would be $389! well i guess it ain't all bad for 14 albums LINK

and this is alex! a really nice e-reader compared to the kindle, dunno how much it would go for though, probably under $300-200 LINK

no its not a sofa , its a luggage case lol LINK

and hello mindflex! a little devise that you use your brain to play around with the thing, the more you think (more brainwaves) the faster the fan will blow up the ball,go have fun lol you'll probably only see this at toys'r'us LINK

AND FINALLY my last link.....phew

very very nice watches , would totally like to have one ^^ especially before grad night if ** possible*hint hint* lol LINK

thank you very much for bearing with it my readers (5 of you) *bow*

SEE THAT SEAN? NO EMO-NESS IN THIS ONE hahahaha

2009-11-06T02:55:00.000-08:00

..........................whoops?

2009-11-05T07:30:00.000-08:00

I'm....never gonna have a chance am I...... lol

yes after reviewing my character many times i have realised that stupid loop hole , quite a waste really....

i guess this personality has its own perks

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in other news! i have so many friggin links in my blog bookmarks folder than i feel so tired about posting them when i look at them lol

and uh oh yea exams! most of them are done , bio and lit are finishing tmrw , next week will be sort of the final paper for most (i still have clb till the 16 -.-) right..... so like......part time work anyone?! yup much exercise and money earning (and spending) to be done!

look out ULTRA BEAUTIFUL SUPER ENERGY HOGGING TOTALLY-STUFF-IN-YOUR-FACE COMPUTER! i will OWN you!!!!

and i'll probably head over to sean's house every now and then to play

now.......what to wear for grad night..........IDEAS ANYONE?!(serious ones please)

2009-11-02T06:14:00.000-08:00

please teach me how to show sincerity

2009-11-02T03:20:00.000-08:00

joanna just tried to kill my computer : ( sniff sniff , luckily it failed the taste test

well....then that means her computer........ yea lol

2009-10-31T06:19:00.000-07:00

Control

2009-10-27T07:57:00.001-07:00

don't go pushing yourself too hard k?

2009-10-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

hoho , too much bullshit , i can't stay off the com! or at least from posting

lets see..... emaths , amaths , tuition amaths scattered all over the table

ooo cool! lets take a video!

well that pretty much sums it up.......

oh yes uh well um......i have to admit i have no balls for certain tasks.....

i don't know what should be the right actions this time, well you would say that i should be focusing on my studies and deal with these matters after the Os but.....I CAN'T STAND IT

i just feel like being irresponsible and jump off right now, that would feel a lot better than being alive without you

hmm....should i be posting such sensitive material online...... then again i would go into further depression if i don't

hmm yes i should be mature and keep my personal matters to myself.....well then......ON WITH THE MATHS

2009-10-23T07:31:00.000-07:00

we can't get tired now can we?

after all if one gets tired of the whole thing then there'd be no point continuing.....

yes i feel little silly to constantly keep thinking about this everyday and not do anything

its.....kinda sad.....don'tcha think?

yesh , 3 more days , goodbye world , i shall return......someday........

2009-10-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

I AM FEELING SO DARN MESSED UP *smashes head repeatedly on table*

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I AM AFRAID OF MAKING A MISTAKE~~~

i think im just afraid of being rejected.....(no my wonderful friends,im not gonna confess to anyone, heck , if you were my friend you'd probably know what im talking about)

OOOOOOHHHHHMMMYYYYYGOOOOOODDDDNEEESSSSS

i really miss talking to you, seriously

should i have said that?of course not but then again i don't think you knew why was i mad to the point that i did

no, my action cannot be justified and i know it was wrong, i just don't get why you don't see yourself doing something wrong too......

i know you are not that ignorant, i also don't you why you care so much about your pride, you shamed me in front of everyone anyway.....

given the fact that i have less than 10 people i know who actually read this blog, it won't be much news to anyone(i count 5 people)

i.......really.....don't.....know.....what......to..........do

2009-10-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

ah crap , i can't live without my com, i am still studying , don't worry , 4 hrs of amaths today O.o

just smth random

When 10,000 Japanese men were asked what it is they found inexplicble about female behaviour, they came up with a list which might well be universal…

The results:

1. They diet excessively
2. If one of them says “cute!”, the rest all start saying it too
3. They all go to the toilet together
4. They say “I’ll leave it to you,” but then moan about your choice
5. They take forever shopping
6. They shave their eyebrows to draw them on
7. They put on makeup every single day
8. They become obsessed with fortune telling
9. They say what they are thinking in the most indirect manner possible
10. They have an infinite appetite for sweets

tadah~~.....

2009-10-11T07:27:00.000-07:00

i shall be less prideful and trust myself more

*bow*

2009-10-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

im just a sucker for you HAHAHAHA

okay~~ like....last......day.....on the net....

this will do me good

i will still be logged on to msn but thats about it

so sad :(

tmrw i will graduate from school

i loved every minute of it

arigato gozaimasu! *deep bow* Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School! THANK YOU!